believe

So, I've been working for 2 weeks now. I initially thought i would work till the end of July and then have a break of about three weeks before flying off to the States. But a trip down to Singapore after the first week of working made me change my mind. In the bus trip back to Malaysia, i was plotting how to cut short my working durations. Lol. So as of today, i'll be working only until the end of June, which translates to one extra month of Holiday.

Well, the trip down to Singapore actually made me realized how much i miss the people in Singapore. We used to spend every day together. The people i remain close to right now, are actually unexpected in a way. It's weird how fate works out sometimes. I am glad actually, that despite the distance and months since our last gathering, we still managed to talk and laugh like before. It's as if time has never passed by. I went for bike hike again this year, to help out. And only 3 other from my batch turned up. Still, the small group of us managed to have fun. Thanks jingxi, kaiyun n jerrold, for making me laugh till my stomach ached!

Hmm.. back to stories bout work. I like the atmosphere in my office. It's very... hip i would say. Everyone working here is so young, but yet so driven. People i meet are also pretty impressive. Working actually made me realize how stuck in my comfort zone i have been all these while. People my age are already making a living and supporting themselves, yet i am only just a student.

Oh, i like my lifestyle now actually. Working actually 让我有份充实感. When i was studying, it was as if i was doing nothing. Just going to college, coming back, laze around and the cycle repeats. I do nothing productive. But with work, i have to wake up earlier, and after coming back from work, i fill up my evenings with family outings, friends outings, or occassionally a quiet night at home. After that i read my story book for half an hour before sleeping at 12 or latest 1. It's a predictable lifestyle, but at this moment, i feel contented with it. I like having the luxury of reading. Oh, and it's been about two weeks since i came online at night.

Visa and flight ticket still not done. I was supposed to get them settled this weekend @@ Sighs. Ok, Monday night! I SWEAR!

Sometimes, it's hard to decide who or what to believe. So, it's best to keep an open mind, and decide only when you have to. Sometimes, it's not even important so why lose sleep over it. Things will always work out in the end.

Oh i forgot, today's stint at the orphanage actually tested my patience. Too many mischiefs, too many tears. Lol. I was so worn out by the end of it all that i slept from 1.30pm till 6pm after that (granted that i slept at 5am the previous night/morning).

Ok. Enough rambling. I shall go to bed now.