Head up with a big wide grin

First semester in Inti has ended. Well, that is if i don't take into account that we have yet to sit for our finals. Time flies.

Anyway, i currently have two choices for my life path. It's either Singapore (assuming i'm accepted with a scholarship) or continuing as it is in Inti for a longer period of time and then applying to somewhere which does not cost a bomb. Honestly speaking, i'm at a crossroads now. I don't know how and what to choose. Previously i was against continuing in Singapore but right now my sentiments have changed. I know i can make the most out of my education in Singapore. (Even though i gave up one option by not going for the LKC scholarship thing today.) The only thing that is really holding me back from deciding straight away to go to Singapore is the 3 year service required because of the tuition grant offered. On the other hand. Inti seems fine but i really have limited courses to take each semester, since only one higher psych course is offered each semester. I guess the clever option would be to do a double degree or a double major in Singapore? I don't know. I still don't.

Anyway, speaking bout interviews, mine went fairly smoothly but honestly i am afraid that the interviewers can tell that i was crapping and i don't really know what i was talking about. (Politics is not my cup of tea.) Oh well, i admitted i don't know much but i will try my best to answer them still. It was a pretty relaxed interview, more like a conversation in which i tried convincing them that Malaysia would not go the same way as Libya and that not all Malays feel that ketuanan melayu is justified.

Oh, as for Uni decisions, i've finally had all the results. UMich offered to wait list me but it doesn't make a difference now. UIUC sends me an email every other day to accept their offer. As much as i want to i can't. The other 3 rejected me. As sad as i may be initially, it doesn't make a difference now. Perhaps o would be sadder if they all accepted me and i can't go. So yup, i count my blessings and i smile. =)

Overall, i'm a happy girl! =) who is thankful for what she has now. Even though she might complain and sound moody at time, this girl is actually thankful for her lot in life! =)

"Sometime, the smallest things take up the most room you your heart."