Mumblings of a female.

I feel flabbier but i'm actually lighter. I think i really need to exercise. My muscle mass is diminishing, which is not good. Ok! Jog!

Procrastinating again.

Watched ‘唐山大地震’again. Watched it with my mom because i wanted her to watch it. I typed nice, but nice is not exactly the correct word here. Yea, good would be more appropriate. It is a good movie. And this time around, one sentence remained in my head- “ 没了，才知道什么叫没了。” Nothing in life is constant except change. This i truly believe right now. I used to be afraid of change, maybe afraid isn't the right word, more like a part of me don't really like change. But now, i know that change is part and parcel of life. No matter how you try to avoid change, it will happen for sure. But change is not always bad i suppose. Things change for a reason. You might not know it now but just have faith that change is always for the better in the long run. =)


If all changes come with a warning sign like the one above, it would certainly make life a little easier.

A few quotes on change which i stumbled upon while procrastinating from studying. (Procrastinating is definitely something i should change. Lol.)

"All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter another." - Anatole France

"When people are ready to, they change. They never do it before then, and sometimes they die before they get around to it. You can't make them change if they don't want to, just like when they do want to, you can't stop them." - Andy Warhol

"If you don't like something, change it. If you can't change it, change your attitude." - Maya Angelou

"People change and forget to tell each other." - Lillian Hellman

"Know what's weird? Day by day, nothing seems to change, but pretty soon...everything's different." - Calvin from Calvin and Hobbes

"If you always do what you've always done, you'll always get what you've always got." - Anon

Ok. Enough procrastination. I should really start changing and not do last-minute work. Lol.

Blogging for procrastination

Just woke up from a nap and am supposed to either study or write my research methods project. But here i am blogging. It's just my way of procrastinating. I am a pig in that sense. Lazy. 3 things to do today. None done yet and it's already 4pm.

On another note. Went for my first tuition lesson as a tutor today. Yes, a tutor, not a tutee. Lol. It was pretty funny. I prepared 2 chapters for a 2 hour class. It wasn't sufficient, i had to read and teach for chapter 3. But overall, i should say that it was ok. I wonder whether i was much help to the two girls. Seems like all i did was explaining to them what was already in the book, which i'm sure they can read themselves. Hmm.. Shall set quizes and exercises for next week? Lol. I'm actually pretty enthutiastic about this!!! Hopefully i give them their money's worth!

I realized that i have not been doing anything else besides going to class recently. Not studying for tests, quizes. Lol. That shall stop today. And i should start preparing for uni apps again. There goes the whole tedious cycle once more.

Ok. Enough procrastination i suppose. Back to being a dilligent student. (yea, i wish!) Come on TCY!

Attitude is everything.

Why do i say that attitude is everything? Lol. Check this out:

Sometimes, it might seem hard to achieve what we want to achieve, but remember this:

Yes, we can do anything and everything, if only we want to. It depends on whether our heart is in it. It depends on how badly we want it. There's nothing that we cannot achieve, if it all depends just on ourself.

But still, there's always that thing called luck and fate that might interfere. Right? As long as you try your best, there will be no regrets.

Busy busy weekend, but i am still a lazy bum. I can do it! Lol.

Hello world

Typed a pretty long post and decided that i do not want to publish it. So, here's a very short one instead.

Went to popular today and saw that 2012 diaries are already on sale. Time flies. People changes. Sometimes, things are just to complicated. Things you think you know do not tally with things you heard. Lol. Guess that happens in life all the time. It's the choices u make that affect the outcome.

Shall mull over it.

With a huff and a puff, they blow my pain away =)

Stupid wound looks worse by the day. I know i act nonchalant about it but i am in fact pretty worried that it still looks pretty bad right now. What's worse is that the cream from the doctor doesn't seem to be helping much. The surrounding area is now red when it previously wasn't. Sighs. Me and my carelessness once again. I flinch now not because of the pain but because of the memory of the look of concern and worry in my parents' eyes. The slightly harsh voices and the insistence of me seeing the doctor. Them helping me to blow on the wound when i complain that it hurts. All these little things make me feel loved =) I should really learn to be more careful and less careless. I should learn to not let my parents worry.

Thanks mom and dad! I LOVE YOU! I really do owe u a huge thank you for being so understanding.

life as i know it

My brother posted this:

People come and go. Chances come and go too. But THAT person comes once in a long long time, and THAT chance comes once in a long long time too. So, know when to give up, and when to never let go :)


Lol. Makes sense. Problem is, how do you know THAT right person and THAT right chance? Right? Lol.

The start of a busy period. I'm gonna try my best in everything and i promise not to slack anymore starting soon. lol. October's coming real soon. Sighs. Time flies. Very soon it'll be 2012. End of the world. LOL!!!!!!

It's kinda true that (good or bad) things come when you least expect them to. Weird right? Lol. I'm not complaining though. It's all part and parcel of life =)