impossible love

Check this out: Someone i knew actually wrote it. It's sweet.

I want an impossible love. One where she’s my best friend and lover and confidante and body pillow. I want a love where our parents become best friends and have bets on when I’ll ask her to marry me. We’ll go camping on the beach, and sit alone at night under the stars that never seem to be visible in a southern Californian sky. I want us to take cute couple pictures that bring envy to everyone’s eyes because they’ll not only be able to see our love, they’ll feel it too. I want to play video games with her, and I won’t worry about my k/d when I let her win. I want to cook for her when she’s sick and let her know that she’ll get better as long as I’m here to care for her. I want to surprise her with random bouquets of flowers, and when she complains that I send too much, I’ll give her carrots. I want to feel safe in her arms, and fill a little bottle with her sweet perfume so when I’m miles away, I can still imagine her next to me. I want us to share little modest kisses when we’re in public, and turn into voracious lovers when we’re alone. I wont need her number in my address book, because I’ll have it memorized. But above all, I want to tie her shoes everyday. Why? Because I wouldn’t want her to fall for anyone else.

One more similar night and i swear the world will see a zombie.

Have been playing catch with sleep the past few days. I want and need sleep, but sleep seems to be avoiding me. It's weird how i feel so tired when i lie down on bed but yet still am unable to fall asleep. Perhaps tonight will be different. I really hope so.

Perspectives

Came across this story while watching the same show, and it made me smile.

有则故事，说的是一个老太太，整天坐在路口哭，被称为“哭婆婆”。
　　
一天，一位禅师路过此地，便问其缘由。

老太太告诉禅师：她有两个女儿，一个嫁给了卖伞的人家，一个嫁给了卖鞋的人家。每当天晴的时候，她就想起了卖伞的女儿，想到她的伞会卖不出去，因此伤心而哭；而每当天下雨的时候，她又想起卖鞋的女儿，想她的鞋一定不好卖，因此也伤心落泪。所以，无论天晴下雨，她总是在哭。

禅师听罢，脱口便说：下雨的时候，你要想卖伞的女儿生意好，天晴的时候你要想卖鞋的女儿卖得好，这样你就自然不会哭了。

听了禅师的一番话，老太太顿悟。
　　
从此，街头便有了一个总是乐呵呵的“笑婆婆”。

家人是我最大的财富

"Dad. what you wanna eat? i go out and ta-pao."

"Dun want la. U go relax, i go n ta-pao. u gonna fall sick d."

LOL. i wonder if it's because he doesn't want me to drive.

No matter what's the reason, i love you dad.

忍

忍是心中头上一把刀，忍并不意味懦弱和胆怯，胸有成竹的忍是一种自信，是一种博大的涵养，广阔的胸怀，是站在更高层次上的宽容，百忍成金，忍成就强者成就伟人。

A meaningful phrase that caught my attention while watching a show this evening.

heads up

You can't have a rainbow, without a little rain.

Scones and forgetfulness

I often forget that my mom is in my facebook friend's list. Lol.

Scones for breakfast a success! =) But i admit that i did forget to add in the raisins which i bought on purpose for this. Oh well, next time then.

I kinda like this feeling. Of waking up early and making nice breakfasts for my family. I think i'm going to make it a habit. Lol.

One thing good about my mom working again: she can bring the excess food to the office for her friends =)

With finals behind me and the holidays right before my eyes, i am a happy girl =)